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May I just allow myself to say it one time?

I do or I did care about lots of things and friends.

But sometimes I just feel so frustrated about you guys.

maybe 'coz i didn't get the response that I want.

maybe you really don't understand how lonely am I.

It's kind of harder to give my whole heart to you guys

Thounds of time you were not there when I needed you

I persuade myself

"God!You are born to share your love 'coz you're a god damn lucky girl"

just like it's my responsibility or duty something

But no one knows how much I want to say

"Fuck!I don't give it a shit!"

However I do really give it a shit

Fuck all the birthdays,christmas days,vallentine's days or any anniversaries

They don't  remember to send me a message,e-mail

Even don't know when is my stupid birthday or I'm alive or not.

In the other word,they don't give it a shit!

People are always selfish just about more and less

I think I should be more.

From now on,I decide to learn how to realize this wonderful sentence

"I don't give it a shit!"

How hard it can be!!!